Doctored the fuck out of this ramen and it’s amazing. Added chicken, mushrooms, carrots, peas, peppers, broccoli, jalapeños, spices & enough garlic to kill an Italian. Shh, it’s okay. You can be jealous.
i think im gonna make today a ‘i dont like people’ day, which trust me is a good idea bc that will help keep me away from people and im just a little too off and not good at that category of adulthood so far today
its for the good of the whole really
so yeah im so very sorry
#1: because this is going to be a long post
(i have a lot to say and a lot of feelings im working through right now and i just need to share. dont worry, ill probably manage enough for a tl;dr at the bottom)
#2: sometimes i think about my recent lack of activity on tumblr these days, especially compared to this time last year and i feel kinda bad that this blog sits dead for days (even weeks) (basically, until i manage to get the right wifi and/or time and/or attention span to load up a queue)
but i promise to you im still here
i promise i still check my inbox and try to manage some decent replies with time because i love getting mail (especially in real life, which is such a guilty pleasure for me - literally, because i suck so much at replying and feel guilty about that all the time)
and i love those of you who take the time out of your blogging to drop messages in my askbox or to say hey in chat even when im not logged in or even just interact with me when you feel like it on twitter or here and youre just all so very fucking awesome
you guys make me feel awesome again when im down
thank you for being amazing.
thank you for giving me those little rays of sunshine.
because i recently discovered that i always need it. with school and stress and daily bullshit piling up before i know what to do with it, i don’t ever not need it. so. thank you.
…i wish i could pay you guys back somehow like with art or giveaway or gifs but lets be honest id never follow through and i have no internet-tangible talents that can be shared anyways (too bad i cant bake you all some fantastic sweets to pay you back)
so, instead im going to try and manage more time for myself from now on. and im gonna take some of that time to get back to writing and blogging and talking with the friends on here that ive lost touch with and being more social with the ones who still managed to find me in those little bits of time when im online because i love you all and wanna share that with you whenever i can
…okay. that’s all. i promise im done blabbering
(and filling a little white box with text i doubt anyone will take the time to read because lets be honest thats not the way blogging works about 85% of the time or some other fake statistic, you know what im getting at, shh thats not important)
basically: im sorry ive been offline so much for the past year. im working on making time from now on. i love you guys and im so happy ive gotten the chance to meet you and talk and make friends with you and i wanted to say thank you.
ive tried this mobile app blogging thing for the past week
half my reblogs and posts never showed and the rest didnt post with the tags i had to work so hard to type in the first place
fuck you tumblr its 2014 and iphones are all over the place how can you not having a working app yet
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